have you ever wondered what your doing with your life? All my friends and all the people i associate with are on the verge of becoming very successful at doing what they love. I have one friend who already has an internship and a recording studio and is in a kick ass rock band. Another friend who loves karate and has his life planned out where he will own his own business. There is also someone who is amazing at anything she puts her mind towards and is on her way of enjoying life and experiencing new things. Im very happy for all of them but i can’t help but to feel a little jealous. While they are doing all that I am still living the life i had in high school, actually middle school. in high school i spent a lot of my time with sports, that i can no longer do in college. All i do now is lock myself in my room and play guitar and video games.
Its sad to feel like you look up to everyone around you, and that there isn’t anyone who looks up to you. I feel like a little kid with whoever i am with. I always feel like a little brother. I wanna feel like a big brother for once.
